Updates...updates

But actually (I have this tendency of starting my sentence with this phrase)- there's nothing much to update.. Too much to summarise. But like I have already said from the first blog that I wrote.. this is so expected of me. I kinda just remembered that I have a blog which I have not been updating for months now.

And even after months, I'm still stuck at the same spot I was before.

Same husband.

Same job.

Same predicament.

But do you know that tomorrow I'm going for my 'talak' trial- do call it a trial or a proceeding? anyways- i was ' dijatuhkan talak satu' but of course we got back again because I just didn't want to leave just yet. It seems easy, especially when he accidentally opened the gate- all I need to do was run. But I have the kids with me. If I leave, I don't want to run. The kids could have been left behind or hurt in some ways. So.. it's just not the time.