They say we should be happy for others, and that our time will come.. but how true is that? Everyone, if not talking about buying a house, is already having one. Even the blog I was reading was talking about house hunting. A friend of mine is about to get her keys to the new house and she is not even married yet. And here I am, 31 yrs old. Married. With two kids. Staying with my parents and could never ever experience that feeling of having your own house. That sense of security and accomplishment. Why, because I'm blacklisted and I don't see myself being unblacklisted in this lifetime.
So do I envy the rest of the world? Yes. But I try not to. Trying to be positive. Hey, you never know. Perhaps I'll win a house from those slogans competition, or I stumble upon a bag full of money or.. hmm.. well.. I can always dream.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Jealousy...
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Hi Girl,
I read all your posts under the I Hate My Life label. I've been thru all that you've written and much more. Whatever it is, life is too precious, all the more when you have `little' blessings bestowed upon you.
Hold your head up high and be brave!
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