38 weeks.....and counting

Here's the thing... I'MMMMMMMMMMMM SICK AND TIREDDDDDDDDD OF THISSSSSSSSSS ALREADDDDDDDDYYYY!!!...

Sorry munchkin- nothing personal but the cramps and the heavy thighs are killing mummy..

I went to see my Doc twice last week. First on Tues, found out that I was about 3 cm dilated- then Doc set me up for Friday.. Friday came. Went to see my Doc and voila! Today, I'm still in the office, working. The dilation is still the same..no changes. We did that scan to check the baby's heartbeat and my contractions which I was having thru out the day (They call it the Braxton Hicks..'mild' contraction.. my ass...) Anyways.. I lied down for half an hour to check..but nothing! I mean- my lil munchkin is healthy- Alhamdullilah..cos the heartbeat and the movements are good. But no contraction whatsoever... Just before I went in the Doc's office I had that uncomfortable feeling down under but it stopped just when I stepped inside the office..

So u see..my lil munchkin is already playing games with me.. and so since everything is ok, I'm back to my once week routine with my Doctor! And still working today.. Gosh..how I wish I have 100 days of annual leave so I can start my maternity leave rite away.. Getting up in the morning is already a big issue- choosing what to wear..walking to the bathroom is another..

Today in the office.. I refuse to make any unneccessary movement except when it's time to find food and my pee pee session (which happens to be every 15- 30 minutes). Cos this morning I've been having that pain on and off. Nothing severe.. it's just quite annoying at this rate.. especially when I'm walking and the pain lasts for few minutes. Imagine, walking in the shopping mall and suddenly you're making funny faces trying to bear the pain... People probably think that u're about to give birth... Happens to be all the time and now I just don't care!

I notice that everytime I meet anyone at the corridor- which is a lot because of my trips to the toilet..there would be no other topic apart from my belly. Which at first seems kinda nice but now kinda like irritating.. But today's was very very interesting.. As usual- 'how far a long' question, 'normal or c-section?' yadi yadi yada.. and then it led to.. 'you should have sex'.

'??!!' What the.. apparently if I want it to be soon, sex would do the job..especially now at 38 weeks.. Yes, I'd love to get it out of me but sex remedy..hmm.. heard about it.. but.. u know.. No 1.. I'm a fat ugly whale..which translates to 'unattractive' and not very arousing to look at...

No 2.. I don't even think my husband is interested rite now cos believe me.. I know.. He has not been attempting at all for weeks now(which makes me really happy).. I don't know.. what do you reckon?