9 weeks

9 weeks!


Weight: 46.5
Nausea: Yes
Headache: Yes
Vomitting: Yes
Current Emotion: Depressed and Uncomfortable
I don't how long this will last, but I'm already at this stage of banging my head to the wall! I'm tired and pretty much fed up already! I can't enjoy the food, headache is killing me. My husband is not helping- he still smokes around me eventhough I told him over and over again the smell is making my head spins. But at least he has stopped wearing perfume. I don't know how I got thru my last pregnancy!

One of the reason I don't enjoy pregnancy like some people...

I HATE THIS STAGE OF PREGNANCY!!!
Every time I eat I vomit!!Eat! Vomit! Eat!Vomit! Eat! Vomit! And my constant headache.... Dany, lately is like so attached to me.. I'm now above his grandmother.. that I like but sometimes a bit suffocating cos nak gi wee wee pun he wants to come inside the toilet.. but to tell you the truth.. I'm enjoying it though.. only the part that he likes to horsey horsey on my stomach is a bit dangerous la..

I'm P.R.E.G.N.A.N.T

Hmm... Not actually a big news already because we confirmed it last two weeks.. Back then I was a bit mental.. Not exactly thrilled like the first one.. not that I don't want it- but the fact that we can't afford having another one now- and also because I hate my husband and I don't think being pregnant will change him to a better person..

I didn't really sit down and write down my pro's and con's like what Sumy suggested because I know I want this baby and I'm having it..- I just don't know how to cope with it. I certainly can't afford the private hospitals- but there's noway I'm going to a govt hosp. I know my husband it's not going to be of any help.. maybe to send me to the hospital and a couple of hundreds- that's about it. NOT HELPINGGGGGG..........

Anyways I have come to a conclusion to not really think of the finances and hopefully when I'm about to deliver- my firends will donate money ...HAHAHA!! We celebrated my new hopes and renewed happiness by dancing our ass off in HARDROCK!!

Check out my new swimming suits! One for now and the other one when I got bigger..both cost me about RM50..Miri sale! :)