Insane in the MEMBRANE!!

Gosh! I had practically no time to sit down at my desk for the last.. I don't know.. four weeks? I haven't written anything in my blog- only managed to check emails at home.. Classes back to back and on top of that I have a haggard witch on my tail all the time!!! Can't stand the people here anymore- They are beyond plastic- They are TOXIC! My husband has not been supportive whatsoever- didn't even want to listen because he claimed to have so many things to worry about already! ##$!!! Which is pure nonsense- We have been surviving for the past two months withouta single cent from him.. and he said that! How very sensitive. Now I see clearly how God is punishing me for all my sins in the past.. He sent me my husband! I HATE MY HUSBAND!! I don't even care anymore- if he happens to see this blog.. too bad.. I HATE YOU as much as I HATE MY HAGGARD WITCH FROM THE WEST!! And if you think that I'm a bad wife for telling the whole world- then you marry him! And why I am stilll married to him.. because.. simply because I'm still trying to look for the part of me that used to love him. Maybe this is just a phase which apparently started even when I was pregnant with Dany... Stupid man! Stupid! Oh! I did get my shoes.. All seven pairs of them..Hahaha.. LEWRE warehouse sale! And this weekend LOREAL & MAYBELLINE! I can't wait!
Anyways- I still think I should resign despite whatever that they have told me- I mean- my husband doesn't seem to care- He's not going to get involve in this- but if I do resign and make sure the next job is nearby to his workplace- (which so far has generate no income whatsoever!). God. I'm supposed to bitch about the WITCH- instead I'm bitching about my husband! U see how I am now? I have to handle pressure at home, at work , at the shopping mall (when there's a sale!). Actually pressure at home only when my husband is around.. U see, this is why I can never call mim my hubby- I mean rarely. Because maybe it's a term of endearment and I don't think I can see him that way.. So normally I would refer him as my husband. In a nutshell.. I don't know what to do...