Happy Mother's Day And Selamat Hari Jadi Ayah!




Reshard meditating!


This is my resolution.. I will now dedicated this blog to keep me sane in my miserable and somewhat challenging life!
Happy Mother's Day And Selamat Hari Jadi Ayah!






U know after all that fuss I made about losing my lil black purse? My hubby found it under the seat of our car.. Hehehe.. I would like to now officially take back all the cursing I did two days ago. Thank you God!

I have actually created this blog page in 2004- 2004! 3 years went by- I haven't written anything but the 'testing' word.. That should prove how hangat hangat taik ayam I am..hehehe.. For the umptenth times now- I vow to religiously make this a routine for me.. perhaps Dona is rite- It could help me to keep me sane at times.. when you write, it will give you space to reflect on things. So this would be like a diary for me- to spill the dirt and juices about my life- basically for me to moan and vent and just cry over my pathetic life!Ok- I may sound ungrateful and bitter..bitter maybe but still grateful and I do count my blessings- but I do know apart from the hurdles that I'm going thru- God does love me when he gave me Dany, he gave us good health and a good job. So I maybe bitter but at the same time I am hopeful and grateful. I just need a place to let out my steam...
Let me start with this morning- when I transfered all my things into a different handbag, I realised a small purse of mine is missing! With my lisence, atm card and MY CASH! Not much but it was my gas money for two weeks... Maybe this is because I haven't started to pray since my period which by right I could have already yesterday..On top of that, my 'darling' husband is accusing me of accusing him of losing the purse when I asked him one mere question of 'When you were going thru my bag last nite looking for the ciggie did you happen to see it in the bag?' He went bizerk after that- raising his voice- the usual stuff and there I was trying to recall whether I was using the wrong intonation when asking! And he brought up the issue of his Converse which he put them outside of the house and apparently went missing! God! But then again when he told me about it few days ago also I didn't really react much to it.. cos all this while he kept his shoes in our room for the obvious reason of things do get stolen if you leave them outside. So? Maybe the both of us are insensitive and we need to work on that. But I definitely did not yell at him.. I mean, c'on. The money for gas is missing- don't I have valid reason to freak out?
Listening to : Come and talk to me- JODECI
Food: Binging on Special Dark Hershey Choc
Mood: Not good!